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Trailing

by Clearview

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hannah cossabone One of the greatest local bands i have been given the privilege of hearing and the lyrics are so accurate and helpful i just wanna listen all day come out with more you got this Favorite track: Sine Mora.
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1.
Petrichor 03:56
We talked about your life And I stayed by your side I put my hand on your shoulder Just like you did for me two years ago It's funny how time works You sat on the steps and you said that you wish you had left for good Are you home, are you home I'll be there Are you home, are you home Please don't leave me, please don't leave me here The hardest part of this is seeing you hurt and knowing I can't help You said that the summer would bring relief But the spring passed and the autumn left distress You sat on the steps and you said that you wish you had left for good
2.
I still think about sitting on our bench but mostly about how I smiled when you laughed I've been counting down from the summer and the spring when I felt alive or at least alright trying to get you out Laying in bed at 1 am trying to get some sleep But you're in my head you're always in my head Holding on to hope for two years Really took it's toll on me Now I can't trust myself with anything anymore I can't trust myself anymore It always adds up to you stuck in my head
3.
Lovelight 04:26
Everything I touch too long turns to hatred in my hands Everything I love too long turns to disgust in my head I've been trying to sleep I've been trying to get myself out of this hell Everything I touch too long turns to hatred in my hands Everything I love too long turns to disgust in my head I can never change what was never made but in my head we were perfect and we loved I've been trying to sleep I've been trying to get myself out of this hell Please do not ask me if I am okay, because I do not know how to answer that I spent the past few weeks coming to my terms with my mortality and I am at peace but that does not save the fact that I am dying and I do not know how to live with that See 27 was the plan all along, but that only gives me 6 more years 6 more years to tell you goodbye and that I loved you It's hard to say goodbye
4.
Dysphoria 03:00
I feel separated from everything and I'm lost I can't hear you anymore I can't hold myself back from wearing thin Everyone looks so happy from where I am I've been holding my hand on my chest for so long I can feel the air leaving But it's not coming back it's getting harder to breathe Are you ready to face the real me I'll take off my mask for you I am scared I'm so scared but I love you at least I think I do I feel separated from everything and I'm lost I can't hear you anymore I can't hold myself back from wearing thin Everyone looks so happy from where I am I lost myself in you Sometimes I'm everything I hate and I hate myself for that I lost myself inside of you Presence Where are you to me I can't touch you or feel I am so alone I am alone
5.
My friends all lie in the mess they made They dug their own shallow graves I made this bed all for myself This is my own special hell When I don't like the air you breathe Bury me, just bury me When I dig out from the dirt Push me back down You've got a lot of nerve to treat me like you love me Then leave your mark like you don't care You are the bird that wakes me in the morning When you know I'd kill to hear your song again Sing me back to sleep you've been trailing me And now I'm a ghost inside of this lifeless body Treat me like you care or don't treat me at all Treat me like you love me Treat me like you care or don't treat me at all Treat me like you love me (I've been living like a ghost) My friends all lie in the mess they made They dug their own shallow graves And when I don't let you into my bed It's because there's so much hell in my head I don't like the air you breathe So bury me, bury me And when I dig out from the dirt Push me back down
6.
Sine Mora 05:54
You’re a bad taste in my mouth I love you but you burnt me out I smoked you and stepped away at the ashes My heart bends and breaks This isn’t who I am This isn’t who I wanted to be I thought I lost control but, I never had it I’ve been coming to terms with myself and with you I thought I lost control but, I never had it I’m becoming more of who I hate everyday I’ve been restless and waking I haven’t slept for days Your ghost is haunting me And I’ve been dying to get away When I open up I shut down again I’m haunted by your ghost, bury me inside your head When my bones are weak and my nerves are thin Crack my head open and rot away with me in my own sin Bury me inside your head I thought that I could save you I thought that I was strong enough But, I’ve been restless and waking I haven’t slept for days Your ghost is haunting me And I’ve been dying to get away I lay here in these sleepless nights Waging wars inside my head against demons that look just like you And I cannot defeat them, because I cannot defeat you So I lay here gasping for air choked by the mistakes I have made And I will take them to my grave, unsure if I will ever allow myself to love again And I am just a broken shell of who I used to be, and I have no one to blame But myself

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Thank you to everyone who supported us in the past year while we were writing the songs that are now collectively our first release "Trailing". You can download it for free, or buy a physical copy.

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released September 23, 2015

Thank you Gradwell House (NJ), Matt Weber, all past members of Clearview, Austin Buehler, Angie Kraus, Grandaire Booking, and Babetalk.

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Clearview Hammonton, New Jersey

Clearview is a 3 piece band that plays music with ambient, screamo, and emotional qualities. We hope that listening to our music is as cathartic an experience for you as it is for us to perform it.

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