Trailing

by Clearview

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Thank you to everyone who supported us in the past year while we were writing the songs that are now collectively our first release "Trailing". You can download it for free, or buy a physical copy.

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released September 23, 2015

Thank you Gradwell House (NJ), Matt Weber, all past members of Clearview, Austin Buehler, Angie Kraus, Grandaire Booking, and Babetalk.

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Clearview Hammonton, New Jersey

Clearview is a 3 piece band that plays music with ambient, screamo, and emotional qualities. We hope that listening to our music is as cathartic an experience for you as it is for us to perform it.

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Track Name: Petrichor
We talked about your life
And I stayed by your side
I put my hand on your shoulder
Just like you did for me two years ago
It's funny how time works

You sat on the steps and you said that you wish you had left
for good

Are you home, are you home
I'll be there
Are you home, are you home
Please don't leave me, please don't leave me here

The hardest part of this is seeing you hurt and knowing I can't help

You said that the summer would bring relief
But the spring passed and the autumn left distress

You sat on the steps and you said that you wish you had left
for good
Track Name: The Next Two Years
I still think about sitting on our bench but mostly about how I smiled when you laughed
I've been counting down
from the summer and the spring when I felt alive or at least alright
trying to get you out

Laying in bed at 1 am trying to get some sleep
But you're in my head you're always in my head

Holding on to hope for two years
Really took it's toll on me

Now I can't trust myself with anything anymore

I can't trust myself anymore

It always adds up to you stuck in my head
Track Name: Lovelight
Everything I touch too long turns to hatred in my hands
Everything I love too long turns to disgust in my head

I've been trying to sleep I've been trying to get myself out of this hell

Everything I touch too long turns to hatred in my hands
Everything I love too long turns to disgust in my head

I can never change what was never made but in my head we were perfect and we loved

I've been trying to sleep I've been trying to get myself out of this hell

Please do not ask me if I am okay, because I do not know how to answer that I spent the past few weeks coming to my terms with my mortality and I am at peace but that does not save the fact that I am dying and I do not know how to live with that
See 27 was the plan all along, but that only gives me 6 more years
6 more years to tell you goodbye and that I loved you

It's hard to say goodbye
Track Name: Dysphoria
I feel separated from everything and I'm lost
I can't hear you anymore
I can't hold myself back from wearing thin
Everyone looks so happy from where I am

I've been holding my hand on my chest for so long I can feel the air leaving
But it's not coming back it's getting harder to breathe

Are you ready to face the real me I'll take off my mask for you
I am scared I'm so scared but I love you at least I think I do

I feel separated from everything and I'm lost
I can't hear you anymore
I can't hold myself back from wearing thin
Everyone looks so happy from where I am

I lost myself in you

Sometimes I'm everything I hate and I hate myself for that
I lost myself inside of you

Presence
Where are you to me
I can't touch you or feel

I am so alone
I am alone
Track Name: Shallow Rest // Sleep Well
My friends all lie in the mess they made
They dug their own shallow graves
I made this bed all for myself
This is my own special hell
When I don't like the air you breathe
Bury me, just bury me
When I dig out from the dirt
Push me back down

You've got a lot of nerve to treat me like you love me
Then leave your mark like you don't care
You are the bird that wakes me in the morning
When you know I'd kill to hear your song again

Sing me back to sleep you've been trailing me
And now I'm a ghost inside of this lifeless body
Treat me like you care or don't treat me at all
Treat me like you love me

Treat me like you care or don't treat me at all
Treat me like you love me
(I've been living like a ghost)

My friends all lie in the mess they made
They dug their own shallow graves
And when I don't let you into my bed
It's because there's so much hell in my head
I don't like the air you breathe
So bury me, bury me
And when I dig out from the dirt
Push me back down
Track Name: Sine Mora
You’re a bad taste in my mouth
I love you but you burnt me out
I smoked you and stepped away at the ashes
My heart bends and breaks

This isn’t who I am
This isn’t who I wanted to be

I thought I lost control but, I never had it
I’ve been coming to terms with myself and with you
I thought I lost control but, I never had it
I’m becoming more of who I hate everyday

I’ve been restless and waking
I haven’t slept for days
Your ghost is haunting me
And I’ve been dying to get away

When I open up I shut down again
I’m haunted by your ghost, bury me inside your head
When my bones are weak and my nerves are thin
Crack my head open and rot away with me in my own sin

Bury me inside your head

I thought that I could save you
I thought that I was strong enough
But, I’ve been restless and waking
I haven’t slept for days
Your ghost is haunting me
And I’ve been dying to get away

I lay here in these sleepless nights
Waging wars inside my head against demons that look just like you
And I cannot defeat them, because I cannot defeat you
So I lay here gasping for air choked by the mistakes I have made
And I will take them to my grave, unsure if I will ever allow myself to love again
And I am just a broken shell of who I used to be, and I have no one to blame
But myself